{"id":1390,"date":"2013-08-30T17:33:49","date_gmt":"2013-08-30T17:33:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.hypno-erotica.com\/stories\/?p=1390"},"modified":"2013-08-30T17:34:04","modified_gmt":"2013-08-30T17:34:04","slug":"alices-diary-day-7-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hypno-erotica.com\/stories\/alices-diary-day-7-8\/","title":{"rendered":"Alice’s Diary Day 7 & 8"},"content":{"rendered":"
Posted by Goddess Marquesa<\/a> <\/strong>April 9, 201<\/strong>2<\/span><\/div>\n

\"Bride\"<\/a>Diary Entry Day 7 –<\/p>\n

Mistress Marquesa emailed me some further instructions to help me become Her “alice.” When i am at home, i am going to have to dress as alice except just before leaving my house and just after entering my house. This means i am going to have to get some curtains for my kitchen green house window. Luckily all my other windows have only distant views or have blinds. i am going to have to keep some female clothes that don\u2019t look too female handy so i can answer the door.<\/p>\n

Mistress Marquesa believes in the power of affirmations to help mold peoples minds. Every night just before going to bed, i am to write Her email and type 20 time:<\/p>\n

i am alice and belong to Mistress Marquesa<\/p>\n

i must become a perfect marvelously masochistic lesbian slave.<\/p>\n

In the morning, i must kneel in a feminine manner and repeat Her commandments.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dairy Entry Day 8-<\/p>\n

During the last few days, my desire to become \u2018alice\u2019 has been becoming stronger and stronger. In my earlier years, my fantasies centered around constriction and discomfort of feminine clothes. i also liked the feel of satin, silk, and leather. i never thought i wanted to live my life as female. i never thought of myself as having feminine qualities.<\/p>\n

However, now\u00a0i know my emotional behavior has always been somewhat female as has many of my hand motions.\u00a0 i have never enjoyed straight sex and have had very few relationships with women.\u00a0 i have in the past\u00a0 been married for 10 years. i am not gay even though i have had fantasies of forced homosexuality . Part of my burning desire to become female is wanting to be Mistress Marquesa\u2019s girlfriend.<\/p>\n

i know i do not have a chance of being her boyfriend and i accept this as being natural and right.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

alice<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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