The following is an actual email exchange between me and one of my eagerly enthralled pets.

By letting yourself go and indulging in my powerfully hypnotic audios and videos, you too can achieve this level of ensorcelled ecstasy.  – Goddess Marquesa

++ My Responses below-

My Dearest Mistress,

Once again it is time for me to relate to You the amazing and wonderful time that I had performing my monthly Lunar Performance. A stunningly profound performance of a Guided submission to the most wonderfully powerful Woman on the planet.

Mistress:  Clearly, I had an amazingly wonderful time performing for You.

It actually began a few days before the full moon when I mentioned to You that I was truly looking forward to this “Blue” moon because it fell on the actual day/evening of Halloween.  For some, unknown, reason, the idea of a full moon on Halloween has made me believe that Your beWITCHing power would be even more potent than ever. Events proved this to be a correct assumption.

++  Yes, yes of course this is true.

Mistress, my day began with waking up. (Such a surprise!) But as I woke up I was having that wonderful dream of You rubbing my crotch with Your panties.  The dream that makes me feel so wonderful.

++  How sexy.  How divine!

After my eyes opened but before I was actually awake I found myself rubbing my crotch through my pajamas and stroking myself as well. My balls were so very tightly bound up within my contracted scrotum!  I was so sexually excited!  My boner felt so very deliciously hard.  I just wanted to cum in my jammies for You right then and there.

Fortunately, I became more aware of my situation and, while I didn’t exactly stop playing with myself; it felt so very good to be playing with myself through my jammies and thinking of YOU the very first thing in the morning.  I did manage to restrain myself so that I was no longer in danger of releasing my pent-up Lust so early in the day.

++  Good gurl.  The Slutty part of you gets very horny.   The part of you that loves and adores me also gets very horny!

I realized that I had many hours to go before I could be allowed to release and Worship You with my performance and creamy tribute.  (Goddess! I would simply Love to be having a sexy dream of You every day as I woke up and be able to release my tribute to You right then!  What a thrill!) Anyway… Eventually I calmed down and actually woke up.  I got out of bed and headed into the bath.

++  How delightful hat would be.  Dreaming of Me with you and you in your pink panties paying tribute to Me.

As is my tradition, I took a shower and shaved myself to ensure that I would be completely smooth and clean for my Mistress.  I cleansed my body with the feminine body wash that I have chosen to use regularly. (If I could find a body was that is Pink in color, as it comes out of the bottle, I would incorporate it into my daily bathing routine, because I believe that You have willed me to find more ways to get the color Pink into my life.  Is That true?  It seems true to me.

++  Very true!

So… After washing my entire self I used the Pink, female, saving cream that is there to further moisturize and soften the stubble of my pubic hair.

Mistress:  As I spread the pink gel out over my crotch I could feel the power of the color Pink being absorbed into my scrotum, the shaft of my erect penis, and the areas surrounding my crotch.  It feels so very GOOD to feel this color overpowering and controlling my actions.  I want it to befuddle me!

++  I love this thought.

I exited the shower with a “shave” that I believe You would approve of. Oh Goddess!  I wish that I could be absolutely hairless and smooth and desirable for You every day.

++  Me too.  Wish you were always smooth and hairless for Me.

After a large breakfast (I’m diabetic and breakfast is the most important meal of the day.) I sat down to see what was going on in the world, at this computer. (It is an election year, after all.)  I was pleasantly surprised to see an e-mail from You.

It regarded trying to find a picture for the GM web site.  You told me to find a picture of a short haired blonde woman, whose face was not showing in the picture.  At that moment I said to myself, “Challenge Accepted, Mistress!”  I was going to find an acceptable picture no matter what!

I had no errands to run.  I had no other plans for the day.  I retired to the basement and for the best part of the rest of the day I explored some Blogs in my Tumblr account.  (The same blogs where I find so many beautiful panty/sissy pictures.)  I really mean, “The rest of the day.” I scrolled through thousands of pictures trying to find the perfect picture of a short haired blonde. During which I came across many pictures of Pink lingerie that made me STOP and look!  Do You know how much Your publishing “Pinknoitized” on Your GM blog has effected me?  I am besotted by the color Pink!  Whether I see it, touch it, or even just think about it, I am addicted to it because of You!

++  The color pink mesmerizes you and triggers your  desires to be My submissive sissy.

I was so horny and sexually excited.  Several times I would come across a wonderfully sexy picture that expressed so very well my feelings for You that I would spend a few minutes stroking my so very excited sissy clit through my pants.  Eventually I would stop when I realized that, as wonderful as It would be to cum into my panties for You and give myself to You in that way, I was building up to an even greater gift of myself to and for You.  (Sigh) Mistress, there was an obvious wet spot in the front of my trousers!  It was difficult to hide it.  I felt so controlled.  So used.  So Wonderful!

++  Naughty gurl.  😊

Mistress, my Mistress; when in the evening, I was finally able to retreat to my usual area of Goddess Marquesa performance I was so very aroused.  I had been actively aroused by Your influence for most of the day.  I followed my usual prescription for relaxing myself and preparing myself for submission to Your Video Will.  Oh Goddess!  I wanted to totally give myself to You and Obey Your every suggestion and/or command.

I sat before my computer screen naked from the waist down.

Mistress, my Mistress:  You stated in a previous e-mail that You wished you, “were there to direct and watch and ENJOY :-)”  I wish to tell You that I truly believe that You were actually here to direct all of my actions in my total submission to Your will.  I also believe that You were here to observe (Watch) and approve of everything that have done, am doing, and will do for You whenever You prescribe me to do it!  *

++  Believe it, yes I am with you.  I am with you.

I think that I fell fully under Your powerful spell by the second frame of the video.

Mistress, I know that I should not be doing this.  I know that this video is having an absolutely wonderfully marvelous effect on me, so I should not be watching it.  But, Goddess!  I just don’t seem to be able to resist the incessant urge to obey the commands within it. Which Recording?  Need You ask?

Oh Goddess, I am so very IN LOVE with YOU!

And viewing “Eternal Love Spell” has absolutely nothing to do with it. I couldn’t, possibly, have, anything, to do with IT!

IT is so pleasant!

Mistress, oh Goddess!  You once again took me to worlds that I had absolutely no idea could actually exist within the framework of reality!   Your exciting world is completely outside the bounds of my current human reality.

++  My hypnotic realm is overwhelming and all powerful  It is better than reality-  such as we know it.

OK!  I’ll stop with the hyperbole, and get to the point, maybe!

Mistress,  I promised myself that this evening was not a simple wack-off to diffuse the normal sexual urges and needs that males have.  NO! Tonight was a sacred ritual whereby I (Pepper) open myself up fully and completely to the ministrations and hypnotic power of Goddess Marquesa and allow myself to fully and completely obey and absorb her suggestions, directives, and orders; for the absolute betterment of myself.  I began watching this video while having two different colored pairs of beautiful, feminine panties held tenderly up to my “cock and balls.”

++  Excellent.  As it should be.

One pair of Pink, satin, bikini panties was held across my fully contracted, but wonderfully sensitive, scrotum.  These reminded myself of how helpless I am before You and that I am Your willing and obedient Panty Slave .  The other was a pair of Black, nylon/spandex, full cut, comfortable female panties with which my throbbing hard “manhood” was encased.

The pink panties rubbed my scrotum and projected their Pink Sissy essence onto my sexual organs and thus my eventual sissyhood.

Oh Goddess!  I can feel myself succumbing to Pink Panty Sissyness.

Oh Goddess!  I can feel myself being transformed!

Oh Goddess!  Your voice is magical.  YES!  YES!  YES!

I can’t help being overwhelmed.  I have learned enough that I don’t even attempt to resist.

I LOVE Mistress Marquesa! I belong to Goddess Marquesa!  I obey Mistress Marquesa!  (repeat… repeat… for ever) YES!  Mistress, I followed every instruction, I followed every suggestion, I obeyed and fulfilled every command.

IT WAS MAGNIFICENT!  I do truly LOVE You with all my heart.

It was spectacular!  It was everything that I have come to imagine a Mistress Marquesa video session can be.

As always, Mistress, I succumbed to Your suggestions early in the hypnotic video session.  I had vowed to follow Your every instruction or suggestion; and I ‘sorta’ did.  I fell under your spell.  I love Your spell.

Mistress, You once again played me as though I were Your personal instrument.  As though You had many years of intimacy  to draw upon.

++ ” Oh Goddess!  I can feel myself succumbing to Pink Panty Sissyness.”  As I wish you to.

“Oh Goddess!  I can feel myself being transformed!”  As you should.

“Oh Goddess!  Your voice is magical.  YES!  YES!  YES!”  As it always will be.

When it was best for me to be excited, you conducted my excitement. When it was best to de-excite me, but keep me aroused, You did just that. You controlled me, both body and mind, throughout the entirety of that video.  I love this feeling of helplessness before You.

You slowly, but very efficiently, brought me higher and higher into sexual enthrallment.  You are so good at this.

Mistress, I can’t begin to tell You how wonderful it is to be noticed by You.

++  you are Mine.  I want you enough to hypnotize you into being My Pink Panty Sissy.

So… There I am.  Eyes closed, totally hypnotized into obedience by You, stroking myself to a cadence that You have somehow supplied.  A perfect cadence, it would seem.

You tell me that I want to come soon.  I agree, You tell me that I will only come when You have counted down to the number ONE!

I agree!  Happily.

I feel myself growing more and more sexually excited under Your direction.

The closer You get to ONE the more difficult it is for me to refrain.

Oh Goddess; Please finish me!

“… and One…”

I have never felt so thankful for hearing a simple phrase in my entire life!

My masturbation ritual tempo remains the same.

But… That does not mean that every tempo within this spectacular masturbation ritual remains the same.

Oh Goddess, No!  The tempo of my desire to obey and please my Mistress is greater than ever before.

When You finally, and mercifully, reached “One” in Your count down, I was so very ready.  You had kept me on the edge for at least twenty minutes and I could not resist.  I obeyed Your command to come for Your pleasure.

++  It is good discipline for you to hold out until My command.  It is necessary in order to go deeper.

Oh Goddess!  It feels so wonderful, always, to completely and fully and truthfully be taken by You.

Yes, Mistress!  Please, Please… Take me.  Please take me, again and again!  I desire to be Your toy!  Your play thing.  Your Property!  What have You done to me?  I seem to Love it!

As You took me closer and closer to the end of our “special time”

together my arousal and excitement increased exponentially.  With every word you spoke, my love and desire grew ten times.  Oh Goddess, how You control me so easily.

Mistress, I’ll finish this too long missive.

++  Being controlled by me feels better than you ever imagined it could or would.

I came as I have never come before.  That is, as, You commanded in the video.  I obey Your commands.

Mistress, I know that I have expounded upon the absolutely astounding physical energy drain that having a total on command orgasm is for Your panty slave, please believe me that this time, under this full moon, I felt as I have never felt before.  You always manage to take me beyond the bounds of what I believe is possible.  But this seems to be as it should.  You are the dominant and I am the submissive.

++  This is The beauty of hypnosis under Goddess Marquesa!

I have told You that I “Slumped and could not move” after releasing my sexual desire for You.  That is all quite true.

But, I will tell You now that for this video and the recording of hypnotic Love that accompanies it; Nothing compares!  Nothing that I have encountered.

++  😊

I’d love to post this……..  😉

Mistress/Goddess,

It is too late to continue this diatribe.  I leave You with this… No matter how You may read  and interpret the above – I will always Love You!

XXOO

Pepper