by samuel

“i have no doubt about the most important effect this tape had on me: It greatly reduced my fear of submitting to you. While i pray that you know that i truly wish to submit to you, that i need you to own me in the most literal sense, as property that exists for your use, nevertheless i also felt deep in my secret self an utter terror of you……… a true Dominant Superior Female.

Some of the things i read on your web site left no doubt that some of the pleasures you desire (and have every right to) far exceed anything i can yet imagine myself doing. i believe this recording was made because you understand how very afraid your new servants are and that we need your assurance to overcome our fears. i marveled and felt so relieved when You said You want me physically and emotionally whole and intact and that i should regard my willing enslavement to You as an addition to my life, not a replacement, and that it is to enrich my whole life. For this i feel enormous gratitude, and also awe at Your boundless kindness and generosity.

But perhaps most important was Your assurance that my submission to You was a process which would ripen in its own due time, that i should not try to force it: This assurance was so important to me because the transformation of my heart and subconscious into pure obedience to You is not something i can make happen just by snapping my fingers or by consciously willing it. So mainly i am very grateful for this recording and to know of Your benevolence toward Your pets. The central image i retain from this CD is that of my gazing into Your emerald eyes with complete, childlike trust. To achieve this state of childlike complete trust in You must be my goal.”

Thank you,

The End.