i talked to Mistress Marquesa on the phone. She told me that She enjoyed our session the previous day. However, when i tried to convince Her to let me be a member of Her selective stable of slaves, i was not successful. She said, “I live within the practice of My own integrity and unfortunately I’m often disappointed by the lack of truthfulness, honor and respect that males exhibit. I need to seriously contemplate whether or not a transformation and commitment of this magnitude is in your best interest and Mine”Mistress Marquesa informed me that She expected me to play with my nipples tonight at 10PM and to practice walking and moving in a feminine manner for Her. i was instructed to tease and touch myself for 20 minutes but i was not permitted to cum. She told me i am never to cum unless i have Her permission.i feel hopeful. Although Mistress Marquesa rejected my pleas, She at least continued a dialog with me.alice