i am now wearing pink panties and a pink nightgown as instructed. When i woke up this morning, i was repeatedly saying to myself, “i must become alice and belong to Mistress Marquesa. Just two nights of listening to Her Hypnotic Surrender audio has made me realize that i must do everything in my power to become Her submissive.

i sent Her this email,

“i very much want You to take complete control of me. At a very deep level, i need to serve You and be totally transformed. i have been drifting for too long. my mind is filled with fantasies of the path You might lead me on to become alice, Your slut slave. Hopefully, each morning as i awake, i will feel more and more unable to resist being alice. i need to be changed into alice by a beautiful and intelligent woman like You. It is such a delicious feeling knowing i will have no control over this entire process. my resistance is futile and my fantasies are meaningless. Only Your desires and needs will form my reality. i will be unable to escape my change into alice and this is what i truly want. i humbly submit my desires to You and patiently await Your response.

alice