It s been nearly five days since i last came in honor to Marquesa. Her Voice becomes more and more demanding within me, and this morning, i wanted to masturbate for Her very much. But, She had other plans.

The more control over you I have, the more pleasure you will feel when you cum for Me, the inner Voice of Marquesa said to my mind. This in itself made me even hornier, but She wouldn t let me do it.

So, instead of immediate gratification, i began this saturation ritual. Inside, i could feel Marquesa s delight growing. The magic of the scented bubble bath increased Her hold on me, so that was to be part of this. Since i had recently run out, i included the purchase of more during my daily chores.

i practiced piano, and composed a little more of the piece i hope to someday present to Her. This, unfortunately, is the only form of tribute i can offer at this time, but, it offers me a glimmer of the true pleasure i receive when honoring Her with true tribute and gifts.

At this time, my plan was interrupted with company.

Very good, My boy, I like your plan so far. When you have your menial tasks like eating and housework out of the way, I want you to listen to Sweetest Surrender in your bed once more. Then, I want you to proceed immediately to draw your bath, and listen there to Dominated by Magic. I am so pleased that you discovered this method to more firmly bind you helplessly to me. And you like when I am firm, don t you, My pet? Remember how firm I was with you, while you were chained to my closet? Someday, My pet, you will send me tribute, and plead for the divine opportunity that I speak to you from My home, while you drift and float in your tub. Until then, enjoy the tapes. And imagine how dominating I would be if I forced, yes, forced myself upon you, in this place. you like Me to force Myself upon you, while you pretend to resist, don t you, My pet?

By the time you emerge from your bath, I shall have complete control of your thoughts, and your will. In fact, the only part of you that one could still call you, is the cum in your balls. My balls. Then, you will cum, and while you do, you will know the full control I have of you. I will command you to speak my name, Marquesa, in my honor, as you cum.

you will hear my giggle of pleasure, as you tremble and shake helplessly in submissive orgasm. you will feel the last drop of doug leave you, and all that will be left, is Me! you will have completely saturated yourself with My control, because of My control, and I will be amused. Amused by your helplessness to resist me.

Then you will fall asleep, listening to Hypnotized. One of the great benefits of being the property of your Hypnotic Mistress is that I also control your dreams. you have already experienced this lately, and tonight, because of your ritual, it will be a surprisingly delightful erotic dream of love.

Tomorrow, i ll think i m doug again, i think. But, as the days pass, the irresistible desire to cum again will appear. And then, i ll fully realize what this ritual does. i won t be able to stroke myself ever again, without first saturating myself with Your control. Even if i resist, You will tempt me. Just one tape first, i ll think, and You ll take over again. So, Mistress, do You see what You ve done to me? All i want to do is find more and more creative ways for Your dominant control over me to become even more powerful. i wonder sometimes, if You gain power over others through this. Or, maybe the whole thing s in my mind&..?

i cannot resist………..