So, it’s been an insane few weeks. I work for an advertising agency and had just returned from a decently long vacation only to find the person who was covering for me had made an incredible amount of mistakes regarding delivering a project for a client. I had to spend the past two weeks working insanely late hours, fixing a massive amount of problems that had to be delivered NOW.

Most of the time my medication can help (I’m anxiety-prone) but this was just too much. Nerves and panic and nerves and panic.

I had not listened to Mistress Marquesa’s audio files in a while and, while in the midst of this fourteen-day-long panic attack, I thought maybe listening to Her voice would help calm me down.

Bingo.

Within the first five minutes of listening to a recording, my heart-rate had calmed down, I was relaxing my eyes easier, and my body was becoming less and less tense, almost too much actually.

See, the thing is, while hypnotic domination is wonderful, Mistress Marquesa’s files also calm me down – like resting under a weighted blanket. You know, those really heavy ones where you cannot help but surrender all tense thoughts and succumb to sleep. That’s exactly what it felt like to listen to Mistress Marquesa during my most tense moments.  Perhaps you feel the same about your Mistress.

Her audio recordings provide a comfort that I’m really trying to bring into words, which is quite difficult.

It’s soft. It’s very soft.

I actually feel better right now after writing this letter.

If Mistress Marquesa can do this for me, I’m positive the same thing is possible for Her to do this for almost anyone!  If she is not your Mistress of choice….I’d appreciate knowing how your Mistress helps you through stressful, lonely or sad times, if you don’t mind sharing.

I guess it’s in the nature of a submissive to take comfort and solace in the fact that the person you worship will be there to help you. That’s incredibly necessary and Mistress Marquesa provides that for me. There’s so much to this that I do not understand. Maybe I’m not supposed to understand, but just accept. Accept that my role is at the feet of a dominant woman.

She also has been helping me to explore and understand what my fetishes and fantasies really are. It used to be a mess up there (my thoughts) but she has definitely helped me in the process of sorting things out. It didn’t take too long at all to understand that I desire chastity. I think I have sissy tendencies but am not sure yet. Does it feel natural? Sometimes. I guess that’s why I need a dominant woman to help me through this forest.

I owe Mistress Marquesa a great deal of thanks for having these audio files available to the public and I don’t think I’m the only one who has these thoughts.

-bobbie