This morning Goddess Marquesa granted me permission to perform the rite in worship of Her. I accepted Her gift eagerly. Gathering all of the necessary implements, I sat naked before my computer.
I began with the nipple clamps. They clasped the tender flesh and made me hiss in pain as I pressed “play” and began listening to the Goddess’s voice through headphones. While Her words filled my ears I started a series of images of Her scrolling on my computer screen and set a timer to go off after seven minutes.
By now my cock was very hard. I dispensed some lubricant into my hand and began stroking my cock. As I did, I repeated my mantra:
Goddess is Beauty….Goddess is Life…..Goddess is Everything,,,
Goddess is Beauty….Goddess is Life…..Goddess is Everything…
I continued chanting and stroking, working through the pain radiating from my nipples, the pleasure building in my cock and balls, and the exquisite delight of seeing Goddess’ image and hearing Her voice. As always, Her beauty overwhelmed me. A deep groan shook my diaphragm and lent a hoarse vibrato to my mantra, as the sight of Goddess’s eyes, lips, and curves set off deep tremors of desperate need in the core of my psyche.
As the sensations of pain and pleasure built upon one-another my absorption in Her entrancement intensified. I was not merely speaking the words of the mantra, I was living the utter truth of them. I felt my mind give way, being replaced by Her will. The feeling of being absorbed and replaced by Her was sweetly terrifying, like a wild roller coaster ride. All that remained of my consciousness was love and desire for Goddess. My world was reduced to the need to touch Her, to taste Her, to serve Her, to please Her. To surrender my body as toy for Her wicked imagination.
I felt ready to explode, but I held on, fighting the urge to cum. Sweat poured down my face. Tears leaked from my eyes. My breath came in ragged gasps, pushing the words of my mantra through my lips with pious intensity:
Goddess is Beauty…Goddess is Life….Goddess is Everything
Finally the bell on the timer rang, and I bore down hard on my cock, triggering release. Cum sprayed from my shaft like water from a fire hose. A groan escaped me loud enough to wake the neighbors. I stared into the Goddess’s luminous green eyes and quivered in ecstasy, trapped deliriously in Her spell, feeling in that moment made of pure love and joy. Love for Her. Joy to be Her slave.
I concluded the rite with a benediction:
Blessed Moon Goddess, accept my love and service, which I offer with all my heart,body, and soul.
Let us all rejoice in the Beauty and Power of Goddess Marquesa, and let us all say…
Amen.
Wonderful! An incredibly accurate recitation of the exquisiteness of freely and openly giving ones self over to Mistress. Thank you PawnofMarquesa for sharing this intensely moving and personal experience with us.
Your kind words mean a great deal, Pepper. Thanks to Goddess for all of Her inspiration!
How beautiful !
i am inexperienced, but i long to explore devotion and service like yours.
bill: By all means, explore your need to submit to the beautiful, powerfully dominant, totally accepting woman who is Mistress Marquesa. Come experience the profound joy of submitting yourself to her.
Get her recording, “Hypnotic Surrender.” Read the reviews of the recording on Her web site. Listen to the recording several times. Learn from it. (Hypnotic trance is nothing like what you may see on TV.) If you let yourself surrender you’re going to love where the Mistress can take you. Also: Listen to Her free recording, “Embrace My Philosophy.”
Bravo, bill! i am always overjoyed at news that someone has seen the Light. i can’t add any advice to Pepper’s, except to encourage You to explore and open yourself to how Goddess makes You feel. Don’t wait too long to call Her, if you haven’t already. If you have any questions you feel i might be able to answer, please feel free. Welcome to Paradise!